Adoration for my sunshine
When the morning sun rises celebrating your awesomeness,
When the stars says good bye singing praises of your beauty,
When the moon fades sway praising your intellect,
I say a silent prayer of thanks that I am worthy of you.When the thoughts of you buoys my mind,
When the feel of you exalts my brain,
When the love for you elates my soul,
I say a silent prayer of gratitude to god, that I am made deserving of you.When I listen to the world through your words,
When I view the world through your eyes,
When I feel the world through your mind,
I say a silent prayer of adoration, that I am given the chance to know you.
Author: Ramachandran anand
Silent poet, lots of songs in my heart but it is too broken to express them in words, dreams about a fair world where children gets educated, weak get helped, hungry get fed, tired gets sheltered, darkness get lit up, tears gets wiped, sadness gets comforted. Its just me, a less than ordinary man, giving his life to put a smile on the face of others, knowing that they will hurt me in return. Love you all.
Home coming – Like a rain quenching the hot sand….
Welcome home : 07-09-2015
It feels an eternity when you are away, it feels a moment when you are by,
It feels so empty hen you are away, it feels complete when you are by,
It is a fulfilment to be with you, in my mind, in my heart,
It is a blessing to be with you, in my life, in my soul.
It is like a lightning in my mind, when I see your smile,
It is like the first rainfall of the autumn, when I hear your voice,
It is like the blossom of the first rose bud, when I feel your warmth,
You make me happy, the happiest in the world.
It is like a pelican waiting for the rain drops, when I am waiting for your calls,
It is like a baby bird waiting to be fed, when I wait for your sight,
It is like a heavy cloud waiting to pour down, when I wait for your arms around me,
The anticipation makes my heart pound like thunder.
You are remembered, and worshiped..by an Indian train
The geese woke me up to the early sunrise,
The rain drops cleaned up my face to the first sunrays,
The morning breeze dried me up to face the new day,
You memories freshen me up giving me confidence to see the early sunrise, you.
The wind on the lake make waves that crash on the stones on the shore,
The crushing waves roared as they crashed, splashing tears to the pavement,
The tears become the life water to the grass and the plants,
The green grass bring comfort to me, as your words calms my stormy heart,
You alone are the one dear, nothing can replace you in my heart and in my life,
You alone are the destiny, my north star, my hearts desire to live,
You alone are the one dear, who give me the confidence to live, motivation to breath,
You alone are the life giving water, strengthening power.
You are amazing, in your awesomeness, in your simple presence,
You are adorable, in your simple smile,
You are the glory in my life, the joy in my days,
You are worshiped, you are cherished, you are respected, you are loved.
Just wanted you to know that I thank you for being the life of me,
I know I am neither worthy nor deserving of your awesome presence in my life,
I don’t know how can I be a matching personality in your life, with all my shortcomings,
I promise my love, to dedicate every breath I take, every moment of my life to justify your presence in my life.
In anticipation
You were in the air, flying towards me, your home,
You were coming back, back to me, to your home.
It is such a nice thought that you are back, so that I can hold you,
So that I can feel you, I can hug you.I waited, waited at the exit of the airport,
I waited with a full heart of love
I waited with a face full of smile
with open arms to hold you towards me.There you were, walking with a ease of flowing water,
Walking with the elegance of a gentle breeze,
Wearing the mom’s handiwork, and dragging a case,
my dream is here, my heart lept, my dream is here.My soulmate, my beautiful, my life,
You made me complete now, when you are around
You made me feel I exist when you appeared in front of me,
You are such a wonderful person, such a great personality.Now the moon shines, sun warms up the earth,
Angels sing because we are together,
Now the breeze flows, the water surges,
The ocean roars, because you chose me.You are the gift of life, the breath of air,
The quenching water, the cooling breeze,
You are the love of god, the blessing, the life of me,
The most beautiful song of life and exaltationI am thankful, for you, for you accepting me,
I am grateful, for the space in your heart, for your smile,
I am fulfilled, because of your touch, your fel around me,
I am the luckiest because you chose me to be with you.
Lonely planet in a dark universe
Sitting alone in total silence, where used to be filled with the voice and laughter,
Right in the middle of darkness where the sun shine used to originate,
Experiencing frigid air where the breeze was so comforting,
Calmness of the ocean which reigned here is replaced with the tsunami of thoughts in my mind,
You make the difference, the world go around, bring smiles to my face,
You are the light, you are the wind and you bring comfort to yearning heart,
You are the comfort, you are the brightness, you bring sensation of life,
You are the unmatched, queen of my world.
Your smiles, even in your physical pain, light up my world, as it lights up your face,
Your voice, even in the whispers, bring life to my existence, as the liveliness of your face,
Your eyes, even in the tiredness, bring twinkle to my life, as they shine on you,
You are the sensation, you are the life blood, you are the life giving breath, for me.
I know I am not worthy of you, your magnificent personality,
I know you are ordinary and normal, but with the enlightening capability,
I know the sacrifices you make, to keep me happy, to keep me in your life,
I don’t know how thankful I am, how could I, my ignorant soul.
Morning dedication of a little train
When maturity reigning the feelings,
When rationalization rules the judgements,
When logic dictates the views about each other,
We are destined to go long way, carried by our affection.
The roses and jasmines remains in our lives,
So do live the dawns and dusks,
Be there be swans and peacocks grazing our lives,
So live long the ‘us’, the understanding ‘us’.
In this world of materialistic success,
In this world of subjective goals,
In the strength of the common thoughts and views and our affection,
Insistently we stand, as ‘us’, ‘us’ for the destiny.
Thank you for being the center pin of this progress,
Thank you for being the brain behind the efforts,
Thank you for leading so insightfully,
Thank you for being the inspiration.
Ambitions of a feeble lamp
Ambitions of a feeble lamp.
Morning shows its head out of the blanket of the clouds,
the rad hairs of sun reaches out to the earth, to the universe,
in an attempt to wake them up to the beauty of the dawn,
Some gets up to see, some pretend to sleep, but the sun still call every day.
I reach to you with my candle lamp, swayed by wind, dampened by the rain,
But still warm, still burning feebly, still lighting up the room,
I have a universe to light up, you, I have a world to reach out to, you,
Will you wake up to my little feeble lamp?
I hear your voice in my ears, your warmth on my skin.
I feel your touches on my hair, I want it to be forever.
The prayers, the wishes, the anxieties, the strange feelings,
All feel weird, all feel strange but all feel just right.
I go with the feeling of just right, just in comfort of your voice,
To the end of the world to make my lamp strong, to light up my universe, you,
To make myself strong, in order to make you the happiest in the world,
Little ambition of a feeble lamp.
Walking away, waving her hand
There she goes – from a swelling heart
There she goes, rolling her suitcase,
waving her hand, with a smile on her lips.
There she goes, climbing the stairs to the airplane,
just to stop at the top of the stairs and turn around and look.
She had a smile on her lips, excited to see her pappi,
Was there a little pain behind the smile for missing me?
She send kisses through the air and the glass between us,
Was there a little cry for leaving me behind?
Airplane turns and runs and makes its way to the runway,
I stood under the tears of heaven waving my hand,
In vein? Did she see me through the window? did she had the same tears I had?
Hope not, as I can’t see her tears.
Airplane vanishes from the sight, into the clouds,
I said a little prayer for her safety and that she won’t cry.
and that no one notices my tears among the rain drops,
and my trembling fingers while I hurry to the car.
She makes me happy makes me wanted, makes me alive,
She makes my eyes open to the world like no one ever did,
She makes my heart so light, light as a feather that flies to the heaven,
She makes me the luckiest man in the whole white world.
She says thanks for I was there with her,
She says I am a good man, for I listen to her,
She says I am amazing, for I try to help her in the daily chores,
How she do not realize how worthless I am!
I am not worthy, I don’t deserve, I don’t even dare to dream,
But you let me in your heart, in your life, safe in your arms,
I am grateful, I am thankful that I have this chance to see the life,
I promise to give more than I get with all my strength, to you my love.
Personification of perfect sunshine
The tears in your eyes were like the dew on the grass tips at the dawn.
not befitting but necessary parting with an intense emotion,
Your cry was like the cry of a little bird when the rays of the morning sun hits its eyes,
Natural response to a sudden pain but an awakening to the truth of life.
Wanted to be there, so I came.
Wanted to be the shoulder you could rest your head, so I sat near you,
Wanted to be the source of strength, so I held you,
Wanted to comfort you, so I stayed close.
I realize how tough you look and how soft you are,
I sense your sorrow, your griefs and your love for life,
I felt your tears flowing, I saw your love for your pappi,
I envy you for your love for life of others, others who love you.
You thank me, for any living being will do for another living being,
but you chose me to be with you at the time of your grief, when you could have your closest friends with you,
Thank you for allowing me to be there, just in case you needed me,
Thank you for sharing with me how you felt, and to be just there for you.
Weekend train
May the days be merry through your breaths my dear,
May the sun shine because of the shine of your eyes,
May the days be warm because of your warmth,
May you be blessed with a lot of events and thoughts in your life to make you smile
Your laugh muffles the crystals falling on a marble floor,
Your smiles make the clouds melt,
Your eyes make the stars shy,
Your beauty makes Aphrodite look down in defeat.
I am not worthy, though your words say I am amazing, of your love ad care,
But I thank you for accepting for what I am and who I am,
I thank you for giving me a place in your heart,
I thank you from the bottom of my heart for making me happy.
Broken lamp, feeble light, but a noble intention to light up the world....me. 